Thursday, April 27, 2006
@4/27/2006 09:25:00 PM
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Tmr i am going baack to school alr. I have not been to school for two days. However there is one bad thing that is i have yet to sort out my thoughts. I cant get it out my head and the problem isn't any better. I just wish to skip school forever and ever but there dun seem to be a choice. Today was also rather bad my stomach gave me lots of problem. I kept running to the toliet. I wish to be me again but i cant find that once super happy and hyper me. Why is there so many problems that i would need to face. I just want to be free from problems. But this is a personal problem and only a few ppl can solve it. I dunno la. I am just madly confused and troubled with it. I want to let it go but it keeps coming back into my mind. What am i to do. If only a brain wash or if only i change school. I have been trying to let it out by crying but my tears are like all dried up. But i have not cried for a long while alr. Maybe i just cant cry at all? I am not sure. I just wish to cry to let it out. But if i seem super distracted this few days pls dun bother much abt it. but i dun really think i will show it. There will still be laughter i hope. I shall stop here la.
