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I would not know to say if this week would be considered a good or bad week. But to me after the news was out yesterday it was really disappointing for me. after so long of waiting i actually held higher hopes but all were shattered. i actually dunno wat more to say. maybe it might be a blessing but now we dunno till everything starts.
There was another sad news. i shall not say more. but we should be glad that she has returned to the Lord.

other than that everything seems fine i think.the rest dun seem as impt i guess. i am really not sure.

good night everyone
why doesnt everything get better in anyway. i am getting tired of the troubles and everything.

Labels: all good things come to an end

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phantom of the opera

a show i watched today and was pretty pleased. it was a good show and people should try to catch the show at the esplanade theatres. but it was more about the love and the deception of people. but seriously the love story touched me and i feel that the word l - o - v - e may be an easy word but difficult done. lols.

end of it. it was a nice show.
goodnight

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As the days past, it has become a habit to sleep early in the morning. I dunno maybe there are nights with insomia but some days i just sleep like a log and would only wake up in the early afternoon. haha.. i seriously dunno. worried as i am for the results that might most probably be out next week. like wat the lady at the counter said cross your fingers and hope hard. i am seriously doing just that hoping that it would come true. I would really be pleased if it does. =)but say truthfully i do not pin high hopes maybe due to the lack of confidence. i dunno wat will happen when it comes to light. will i cry or will be jumping ard? till that day come i will just have to pray and hope hard.

well the past week would be considered a week filled with different events with different ppl. from shopping to movies to lunches and dinners. i dunno but this would be a week that i really spent like nearly every single day out without fail. i had fun. especially catching movies. i enjoyed the movies, the company, the joy, the excitement, the laughter, the photos. haha. watching movies starting from 300 --> stomp the yard --> mr bean and not forgetting last thurs --> music and lyrics. i would never forget the time after my o's or during the june hols i would catch every single movie till i did not noe wat other movie to watch but but it surely made a hole in my wallet. more to be coming as the week ends and another comes.

good night / good morning everyone.
take care.

Labels: early mornings. =) movies ; friends ; joy

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HAPPY ((:

pleased as the day past ending with a smile on my face.

finally i feel the joy of having gathering and chitchatting and just having fun. its been long since i last felt so good. ha. but choosing to let go really make me feel lots better and happy. i am going to continue and be happy.

take care and goodnight

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everything has been revealed and dunno how to describe how i feel. I am not that happy but not that sad afterall it was one of my choices. The week has been filled with ups and downs and i would not deny that in some way i am lost. not understanding alot of things. but i guess i cant really tell anyone cos it is something that i would choose to hide it. No matter wat the matter might be i guess everything will be over soon and i noe the decision is for me to make. I will make the decision soon.

Hiding things seem to be a wrong thing to do and might just cause more prob but then i dunno why i dunno how to say anything out. maybe after long probing it might just help as for now i rather choose to hide it. a friend was telling me yesterday that hiding things might just old day harm my nervous system and that could be a reason for my condition but i dun really think so. everything in life happen for a reason and that as long as we are happy everything would soon go away.
a cheerful heart keeps the doctor away.

take care everyone. goodbye

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Actually each week i seem to be blank of wat to write in this blog. I have a feeling that very soon my blog may just rot as i am lacking of topics to talk abt. As the days get closer the tension and pressure increases and i am rather worried for wat will be placed infront of me. These days i have been relaxing at home more than going out as i keep waking up late and sleeping super early in the morning. I dunno maybe i am just trying to escape from wat i think might just happen.

Btw i was actually thinking of something and i found it quite true. As in wat if one day u suddenly decide to disappear or something happen to you who will know?? maybe only ur parents cos ur friends might just think that unable to contact u is because u are busy or u did not hear ur phone. not knowing to them that something might just have happen. i mean which friend would actually really think that u went missing for the day unless someone was to tell them. I dunno why but it suddenly pop into my head. lets say that u might be having a condition that no one other than ur parents noe then it suddenly got serious and u are hospitalised. who would actually noe unless u tell them. maybe only ur parents?? anyway maybe everyone shld just notice the happenings around them and their friends. no one knows the future and we shld treasure the present.

goodnight everyone.

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*Samantha Chan
*18 this year
*27 Jan 1989

LOVES

*GOD

*friends
*to go out
*pool
*bowling
*badminton
*tennis
*laugh
*sleeping
*the beach
*trying new and adventurous stuff
*chit chat
*to be loved
*making friends
*coffee - starbucks one
*cheese cake

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