Sunday, May 21, 2006
@5/21/2006 10:27:00 PM
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well i haven't been blogging about the events which have been happening. There have been interesting events which happened past the few days. I wanted to blog but didn't really have any mood to do so. However my mood isn't any better. ijustwanttocry.
SAD
CONFUSED
GIVEN UP.
There were happy times but then the sadness took over them very quickly. Maybe i would feel better after the sch hols. Been waiting for it to come. My calendar is rather packed alr but i think i better think of a few days to put aside to study. My exams are just after the hols but i dun seem ready for anything. Maybe i may just screw up exams and.. i seriously cannot imagine what will happen if i dun do well. I hope i will do well. Slacking time seems to have to come to a stop now. studies would have to come first. I am not really keen on knowing what life has for me just want to faster finish my studies and i just continue with life. Maybe without high hopes, i would not be so disappointed at the end of the day.
Friday, May 05, 2006
@5/05/2006 10:36:00 PM
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today is surely not the right day for me. I am already super tired. I just want to sleep but work seems to have to come first. My temper today has not been perfect too. I have been in the worse mood. Maybe happy i seem but i dunno wat are my true feelings. Maybe sad? or happy? Well all i know is that today i had a fight with my mum for a simple problem which does not involve a fight at all. I just cant control my temper, i was like irritated when i hear my mum complaining and the next thing i guess would be a fight. I simply dun understand myself, it is like a show i am showing myself without my control. This is not good at all. I am just feeling horrible and bitter. I do not like anything like that. I just want me!!
Haiz i guess just forget and close an eye. I just need to control my temper and find myself.
good day everyone.. wheeee.....
Monday, May 01, 2006
@5/01/2006 07:50:00 PM
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Well today was the day i guess i slept the most. I slept in the afternoon for like 4 hours. It was a good sleep but still maybe my mind is full of thoughts. I know that my previous posts have not been very good but i guess i am much better now. Only that sometimes i still feel rather stressed out at times. If only i could sleep for a long time and maybe the problems would not be thought of.
Well the weekends had been rather good. Only that many ppl had told me that i look distracted or i look like very sian. Maybe trying to cover up maybe sometimes not always work. Ok back to me saying the week was good. On sat i went out to town and shop with bridget. It was fun. We shopped alot. We walked like from one end somerset to the other end of orchard and back again. We spent alot of time walking but only bridget bought something. Then i went to meet other friends later to watch them play pool before we left. I as usual took the train the yishun with my friends before i headed home. I went home and started chatting online till until like 2 am. I talked to many ppl and was also msging ppl at the same time. Super multi-tasking. Jorim also asked me to go church the next day and said he would give me a wake up call. But i said not to and i would tell him if i would be going the next day. Thanks Jorim. The msg he sent me was rather funny the next day.
I went to church in the end. It was Sarah's birthday too and we bought a cake for her. Happy Birthday Sarah! We even went lunch with her even though many ppl backed out as mine and jud's meeting ended late so they did not want to wait. We had pasta again. I truly seem to love eating pasta if only i can eat it everyday that would be just too good. Then we walked ard parkway before i headed home. i was rather and wanted to sleep but i was watching tv till 12 something before i went to sleep. I find that even though i have been troubled, i still managed to get sleep and all the way. I just feel relieved.
Today is labour day. First i would like to wish everyone Happy Labour Day!! tmr would be a school day again. I feel so sian. It is also time for me to focus again if not i would be in trouble during the mid year. i shall stop here. take care everyone.
