Monday, April 03, 2006
@4/03/2006 07:48:00 PM
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I do not understand my feelings today. haha.. I was kind of feeling a bit downcast. I just felt like crying or even walking in the rain and getting wet. Is it cos i was too tired or stress? I seriously do not know all i noe is that i couldn't concentrate like my mind was else where. I kept thinking of stuff which was not related to studies in any way. My mind was seriously not there and i just could not focus. I am so worried as nothing which the teachers had taught this few weeks had not been entering my head and exams would be approaching soon. I am damn worried and scared that i may just screw up my promos up and get retain. but seriously i do not know wat is happening i just cant absorb anything. =(
wat am i going to do?
I was had been thinking today that whether my old friends and i have drifted away or not. I guess i have to some especially to those i had a fight with. Friends has been a word in my mind. It reallly kept me thinking alot. I seriously dunno wat is there to think abt but it is just in my mind. I would really want it off. haha... i think i would still be able to laugh abt it i guess. it should be fine i guess.
But still i have to add that today was also filled with laughter. everyone i saw made me laugh until my stomach hurts. I guess that the laughter really took over my tears thats why it was not shown at all. I will soon be me again i hope. haha.
