Saturday, November 25, 2006
@11/25/2006 04:00:00 AM
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it is already 4am.time and time again,as you stay up late and watch a movie in a way the movie seems to bring abt ur life but sometimes u just find that certain things said bring out life of others too. I decided to watch High School Musical again. As i watch the show i stumbled upon a song which i kind of loved it for a reason or another.
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all i want is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen?
'cause now i have to pretend that I don't really care
I thought you were my fairy tale
A dream when i'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That i confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore i knew the melody that i heard you singing
And when you smiled you made me feeel like i could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
I'm left with used-to-bes and once upon a song
Now i know you're not a fairy tale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just dont come true
'cause now even i can tell
That i confused my feelings with the truth
'caused i liked the view when there was me and you
i can't believe that i could be so blind
it's like you were floating while i was falling
And i didnt mind
Because i liked the view, ohh,ooh,ooh,ooh
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
Labels: high school musical soundtrack
@11/25/2006 12:00:00 AM
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As the day ends and another comes. You will begin and think how exactly was the day. Good or bad u still leave it as a ((:
but still u find it hard to really say cos u also noe they cant help much. silent seems to be the best option. But as you hide u must learn to step out and let go. thats something i learnt today. Let go seems an option in my dictionary that i run away from. But today i will learn to let go and step out and leave it to the flow and the favour of god. ((:
As i was packing my room yesterday, i stumpled upon something that i wrote in China. i was thinking about it there. it was sort just a words written together for fun. i guess? it makes sense so i decided to write it out. haha.
it goes like this
should i wait or should i go?
waiting was never a torture to start with.but..
thats if you know wat u waiting for.
it has to be told if not
waiting becomes a torture.
nothing comes so easily.
should i wait or should i go.
life has been.. shall not update abt it still.
p.s one more month to Christmas
may this christmas be a sweet one ((:
Labels: the poem. IMY
Sunday, November 19, 2006
@11/19/2006 02:07:00 AM
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It is so long since i really enjoyed the moments in the night or should i say the early morning.
now time : 2 : 07am
I loved staying up. why? i dunno
maybe cos there is no one who might know u are awake and thinking alone as u slowly let things go.
happiness and sadness are always hidden till late in the night.
as u cry or smile no one will really noticed. especially when u are sad.
thinking of moments u treasure and moments that u really wish to escape. the night is here.
the night is quiet and alone in a room u will be able to cry it out as no one will hear. as if a secret.
as u close ur eyes when u open those eyes again it is a new day.
happy or sad u will still try to show a strongfront so that no one knows.
how ironic?
shouldnt troubles be let out so that u can feel better? heee..maybe not.
but still everything happens for a reason.
i dunno why but i just feel too lazy to update on life. not that it has been bad although there was its down points.
but there is really no point.
Labels: joy of sleeping late ((:
Monday, November 13, 2006
@11/13/2006 07:43:00 PM
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back from china
but i am too lazy to blog.
just too lazy maybe after a few days i will blog again.
lols but i think i better write this
sorry abel. lols.lols.
sorry to make u worry. hehe. I will tell u next time when i go overseas.
even when i am working. lols.
I am early i noe but still
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JORIM. [14th NOV]
Labels: singapore =) ; happy birthday
Thursday, November 02, 2006
@11/02/2006 09:00:00 PM
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I guess my blog would be dead for a while as i would be flying to China soon. I dunno if it would be exciting but the plan seems good. I would be back by next sunday the 12th nov. I cant wait to fly off and cant wait to be back. Wat an irony.
I would surely miss everyone here. HEE...
Well the past few days my schedule has been out and out and OUT. I never seem to be home. I had fun going out and play. I seem to be more relaxed and less worried. but i still have a sense of panic as i think abt stuff when i was doing nothing. I guess maybe cos i have been doing everything in a way that i escape so i wasnt feeling that bad.
Maybe the days in China would be a time i can relax and forget everything. But still maybe i would still think of Singapore.
Anyway I have been doing lots of things currently and sleeping late in the night ard 3 or 4 am. It has been very long since i have done that. Sleeping late and waking up late. It is rather a good habit that i LOVE it. I would watch DVDs and would sleep super late. I would think of stuff and teared if anything was to happen as no one was ard and I was alone. I felt peaceful and alone as i think of stuff that had happen or would happen. As i thought of each and everything that happened and stuff that i was thinking too much of i would cry as i dunno wat to do. I had questions but no answers. I just think and think until i slept. But i am feeling much better.
take care everyone
see ya when i am back.
miss ya.
Labels: goodbye singapore hello china
