Tuesday, April 04, 2006
@4/04/2006 09:56:00 PM
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I have been thinking this few days wat wrong with my mood. I seriously dunno. I feel that certain people seriously make me irritated or pissed off. I seriously would not understand someone's mind or thinking. I just know the person is not making feel any better for these few days. I was like super tired today. I just could not concentrate wat the teacher was talking abt. I was just feeling tired. It was just a long day for me. I dunno was it a wise choice to stay in mi in the first place.[ i upon reading this many ppl want to knock my head] haha.. I am lossin every confidence i once had. I just abt to breakdown to cry. sobs... It is seriously a horrible feeling la. Nothing been feeling good. Maybe keeping silent for a few days should help i guess. What is there to be said.
Maybe now i should focus on my work too. I am drifting further and further away from my work as the days past. I just dunno wat is happening and going on. I think bucking up would be my choice. but concentration is not with me in any time. I seriously may need help to get focus once again. I just would not want to think on anything alr and just focus and study. It was fun going out and having fun and i do not wish to stop but at the same time i guess i have to study and just focus. Thanks to everyone who brought joy and happiness. I was lovin it. =p hehe...
A new day tmr. but i will be studying again. sian...
