Thursday, September 21, 2006
@9/21/2006 10:30:00 PM
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i been trying not to cry. letting out a scream or shout. i have been resisting it since yesterday night.
memories have been falling back into my mind. even though i had my happy points in life, there would be a sense of sadness at the back of my mind. It is just that whatever i see or go have a link to my memories. I cant escape neither can i try to hide from everything. But memories are not always good. even though i had sweet memories but i prefer to keep it in a box. I dunno wat is there i can do to stop everything. maybe a brainwash? a bring back time machine? i wish to not think but i cant. promos approaching and everything seems to be in a rush. maybe if i can stop time for a moment for a rest.
anyway promos are here, if not ppl are all busy mugging for their exams. everyone is stressed by the word exam. all are crazy mugging if not going mad cos of it. TIME IS LIMITED. everything needs to be in a rush. everything seems nt going as plan. i will surely have to mug like mad cos i am behind alot of subjects. maybe wont be seen online or maybe will. i dunno
believe and achieve it. dun believe and you have lost half a battle alr.
btw on the 18th of sept was my "daddy's" birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDGAR!!!
