Tuesday, October 10, 2006
@10/10/2006 01:58:00 PM
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The past two days had been fine. thou i have been thinking alot. I have made a decision which i dun think i can keep it. I have been wanting to do it but i usually would give up at the end of the day. But the decision is made and tears would roll down my cheeks but i have to do it. I think the pain will remain even if i am force to at the end of the day. lets just say everything happen for a reason and it is a matter of whether it go your way or not. Thinking about it sure made me sad but no one would know wat it is about. I think the person too. but thats ok. sam u can do it.
anyway i would be flying to china for my holidays. for 9 days if i am not wrong. dunno to look forward or not cos it is really not a country i am keen on going to. But it is ok i guess it would be fun and not only that i can choose to ...
Lets just say i will dumb everything here and just go there.
results would most probably be out soon. I am afraid and scared for wat am i to see. But still i would have to face it alone. I still hope that it would not be as bad as i think it is.
before i end. let me say.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SIMONE!!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY WANLING (9th OCT)
ps. i going to play pool later. yay.
pool was FUN. I met edgar dickson jessilyn xiuru wanling allex and james there. I started playing and it was fun. Lady luck was there and i managed to win allex and james athough i lost to edgar. NVM it was my warm up game. HAHA. so edgar beware next time. BUT BUT. I WON EDGAR WHEN WE PLAYED 9 BALL. my lady luck was shinning so brightly that edgar watch till he felt like vomit blood. HAHA. I still had lots of fun. Then we had pepper lunch before i headed home. haha.
tmr school starts lets hope that it would be good.
ps. meeting Bridget tmr. cant wait.
