Saturday, July 28, 2007
@7/28/2007 11:11:00 AM
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I am sorry being such a failure in my projects. I was never cut out to be a leader right from the start. Never did even think that i was suited to be a leader. I am just a follower. I was never ready to carry out a role as a leader. I would never deny that my language is no good and half of wat i say would not make any sense or it was not any help for the project. okie to put it simple.
i am useless and was never cut out for any of this work. I guessed everything round up to be my fault. The blame is all thrown on me. i dun understand for someone to bare the anger and not tell me how was i to know that everything was not fine. I mean there was always a chance that you could just come up and tell me and not wait till u are super displeased that you shoot everything at me one straight. I mean u just throwing everything at me all at one moment. couldnt u just tell me earlier and maybe i can realise what i have done wrong and try to make it better. I mean i would not deny that i am rather caught up with my bf and that my limits have gone passed the it. I mean did u noe i tried to do as much as i could but it seems like i was wrong in doin them. I mean i guessed that for most of my projs i did not helped much and i am a failure in that for having my limits right. I mean if u are so not happy from the start i dun understand why didnt u just try and talk to me of it and not keep making me feel that things were fine.
i guessed i done too many things wrong to deserve anything good. i mean receiving something good would always mean u would lose something else. I guessed that happened and i guessed it happen forever.
The only sentence i left to say is I AM SORRY. but it is too late and thats alright. it all my fault for not doing anything and for being such a big failure.
